hit by a school bus...a short one none the less

While i was watching inside edition this evening, there was a story about a little boy who was struck by lightning and he surprisingly lived.  he was wearing a shirt that read, "God has bigger plans for me."  after reading this, i instantly thought, "yeah, like being hit by a truck."  is that bad?  with this post, i think i am going to hell, sorry kid.

some days i get the feeling that god truly hates me. not only does he put me on this earth to be completely clueless about what i am to do with my life, he has to throw some curve balls in there. lately i cannot catch a break with anything. i try to play the game by the rules, but i always lose. i am surprised that god didnt bless me with 11 fingers or 17 nipples just to watch me flail while i try and fit in on the playground. in this case, i would much rather have 17 nipples, because you can always have those extra 15 removed. or i could be a really good circus freak. i don't know if i really believe that everything is supposed to happen for a reason. lately, i don't know what the reasons would be to getting fucked over. just for one example, what's the reason for a supposed "friend" of mine fucking me over for 3 thousand dollars? i would really like to know that one. if anyone comes up with an answer, i will send you a fucking fruit basket.

sitting at the radio station doing what i do is very boring. i "volunteer" my time one day a week for 3 hours, and i only get to actually be on the air for 18 munites out of those 3 hours. this is how the school gets you. you need co-curricular activities to put on your resume that go along with your major, and if you don't have any, then you suck...a lot. so, i am really not learning anything, nor doing much, but yet i can still put this on a resume, and look like i am qualified to do somehting. yaay. my computer back at my place isn't working so i am quickly posting something. i just want note that alanis morisette is engaged to ryan reynolds (van wilder). is he nuts? as far as i knew, she hated men, and i am surprised that she hasn't slit his throat in his sleep. it's nuts.